October 2010
i hate you now just so you know
really? i heard about the comments that were made about me. wow you really are a fucking horrible person arent you? i always thought that there was something i loved about you so i blinded myself to the horrible things that you have in you only looking at the good parts but you know what i was wrong there are no good parts about you you are fucking horrible through and through and im so fucking...
new stroy
im going to be writing a new short story, its about an assassin taking on a contract that he might not be able to handle
you found me by the fray
I found God on the corner of 1st and Amistad Where the West was all but won All alone, smoking his last cigarette I said, “Where you been?” He said, “Ask anything” Where were you when everything was falling apart? All my days were spent by the telephone that never rang And all I needed was a call that never came To the corner of 1st and Amistad Lost and insecure, you found...
never say never by the fray
Some things we don’t talk about Rather do without and just hold the smile Falling in and out of love Ashamed and proud of, together all the while You can never say never While we don’t know when But time and time again Younger now than we were before Don’t let me go Don’t let me go Don’t let me go Don’t let me go Don’t let me go Don’t let me go...
in the rain
tonight i was standing in the rain looking up at the sky and all of these memories came rushing up to the front of my mind, they made my stomach turn and my heart hurt. so many thoughts all flowing at once it made me want to cry but all i could do is look up and smile and let the cold rain hit my face and drench me. i hate you and i hate how i gave every aspect of myself completely to you. now im...
*deep breath* okay...lets get this started
i wanna make people happy, i wanna live an adventurous life and find my perfect girl. i have a perfect picture in mind too, shes so pretty with a beautiful smile and the most amazing blue/green eyes with her flowing beautiful blond/red hair with her sweet soft voice telling me how happy i make her. she would cuddle up with me and could fit perfectly in my arms. i would lightly run my fingers...
i need to get this off my mind
lately ive realized that im not the type of person thats good to be with anyone, that was one of the great things about amber, well it seemed like it at the time i guess, i had thought that she could take all my crap and still be there strong (if you would call it strength) and i could expel what i needed to get out. but what goes on in my head is completely different than reality, she left me and...
20491.) Alright, whatever. You win. I hope you...
ghost by depeche mode
I’m the ghost in your house Calling your name My memory lingers You’ll never be the same I’m the hole in your heart I’m the stain in your bed The phantom in your fingers The voices in your head One touch is all it took To draw you in To leave you hooked One kiss, you paid the price You had a taste Of paradise Now you’re running in circles Chasing imaginary footsteps...
i’m alone and its weird. i’m waitnig for my parents to come home, just walk right in the door but they wont, not till next week at least, i dont know what im going to do, i feel weird oh well, its good that im alone though
blah blah blah yadda yadda yadda she texted me yesterday, apparently what i wrote on here hurt, it should, its the truth and the truth hurts thats why its called the truth. whatever i still dont care, ive still moved on and i still wont ever go back. i still dont care
Well it’s midnight, damn right, we’re wound up too tight I’ve got a fist full of whiskey, the bottle just bit me That shit makes me bat shit crazy We’ve got no fear, no doubt, all in balls out We’re going off tonight To kick out every light Take anything we want Drink everything in sight We’re going till the world stops turning While we burn it to the ground...
i want to give her my heart to hold
i know she wont drop it
to love is to live
and i love her
she is my life and i, hers
i wish she could feel the feeling in my heart
the hert she holds
she wont break it like those others have
im glad shes mine, i hope it goes on till i die
